We ran the mile again today.
My time was 9:02 - getting through Black Roch Shooter about one and a half times and keeping pace with that.

Wasn't bad.
Not bad at all.

Well, I got my monthly visitor today, but oddly, I feel fine.

Feeling like crap yesterday for about two reasons, but I'm pretty content now for whatever reason, right?
I already talked one of my issues over with my Imoto-chan, and Nii-san listened to my other one because she was around to actually see it and was targeted herself.

Oh well, what can you do right?
I can use this emo to draw. I already started a G00 picture that's pretty emo that I drew during resource period today. (Before getting NOTHING done in Graphics lol)

( Begin Rant - CAUTION )

/rant, ok you're safe.
I keep coughing now.

I worked my lungs pretty hard today on the track. They deserve a good rest, but I still have to breathe. Ha.

I think cosplaying Ciel came to a big surprise to everybody,including me.
I mean, I never really thought about it seriously until Kay-tan got me the wig.
Which is styled rather badly, might I add.. because I suck. xD; So I'm fixing it

Ok, end.

So I guess I'll show you some of my pictures after going to the thrift store today.
I found an undershirt and a perfect jacket WHICH I FOUND $12 IN!

Can you believe it?
And Amanda found this one jacket that looks like the Yasogami High Boys' uniform.
I think I'll alter it so she can wear it to school whenever.

God, it was so funny.

WARNING: The mirror I took it in is filthy and most of my pictures are blurry because I fail.
Sorry

( Mirrors make things backwards K?! )

I've stopped being a little self-conscious...
v___v *no more comments*

I'll be really hot at ACen... that jacket is actually really hot.
If I die, somebody drag me away to somewhere cool.

MY TEACHER IS THE F*CKIN' DEMON OF THE ENGLISH DEPARTMENT! RAWR!!

So I guess I'm writing this to continue procrastinating, I swear!
RAWR

We just read the book 'The Things They Carried', and don't get me wrong, it was a good book, you know? But hell, I can't even complete my friggin' thesis statement.

I even skipped out on my Seminar class to figure it out and NOTHING
Only ideas for what to colour my next picture. WTF. /headdesk

I want to go shoot myself in the head....
Oh God... ;n;

Maybe I can find a way to sedate myself with my toy gun...

Oh yeah,
I FINALLY FINISHED PERSONA 4 and basically got my Ciel cosplay done. /sparkles
Oh wait, I didn't see the True Ending.

I guess I'll go do that then /shot

Oh God...
I'm in school right now in my Graphic Design class - um, what do you know, slacking off.

Actually my teacher is taking attendance right now, but I thought I'd take this opp. to update a little, quickly.

I've dedicated myself to actually doing my work before going online this time. After school. Homework. Weekend job.

I've been dubbed Xingke in the R2 meetup/group/posse/troupe, so I need that super expensive super special awesome wig of his off ebay.

Damn, that thing goes down to your knees at the least.

--

I need help budgeting my time.
I need to work on cosplays
and I need to do my homework
And I need to finish P4 and ToS - R

Plus, I want to get a weekend job to accomplish my cosplay needs.

I should cut my computer time, but I need that for school too you know?
And for Photoshop n' stuff..

Can somebody help me?
Anybody..?

>___> Does anybody even care? Ugh..

Well.. I need to get off liek nao

Maybe somebody can help me please.. please?

I think I should put more pictures on here as well.
It's kind of boring and dark and... boring.

I need to stop biting my cuticles too.
It's such a bad habit.
Ugh.. I'm hungry...

Yay to the New Year...

I'm actually really scared!
I have finals this week (I took my French one today)

I have to get a B- or higher on my Physics exam or I won't be able to go to ACen next year!

NOOO!
I won't be able to see all my friends I made this year and hang out with my normal friends.

I have a lot to do for it too.. OTL

Oh yes, I took my ACT and I think I did absolutely terrible.
I'm not big on Math, so everything Trig. kind of left me after I learned it for a test and used it once...
I even (kind of) studied my ACT prep. book, which doesn't help do much.
;u;

Speaking of, I should probably be working on my Physics... but I can wait until tonight. The night is still young and my feet are cold and I'm hungry and there's nothing to eat in the house and I'm going on in a giant run on sentence.

Can you believe Christmas is almost here?
Next week (right?)

Joyeux Noel toute le monde!
--

So... I got a Tegaki E thing the other day, and I've realized how much I suck.
I'm very dependant on layers.. and why do I suddenly get the sad feeling that nobody loves me?
;n;

Ku....
悲しい・・・

I can't wait to get my Persona 4.
*drools* I've heard great things about it...

That's right, it's winter again and my town turns into Flanoir.
I'd cosplay as Sheena... but I'd freakin' die from frostbite or something (and I need to adjust the bow so it stays how I want it)

I've made so many new friends on deviantART and iscribble.. I'm so happy
and most of it is thanks to Pride (ILU <3)
Without her, I probably wouldn't have been able to find any of my new friends and all the people who support me.

And I'm starting to appreciate cosplay more and more (not that I haven't in the past or anything), but I'm still just a n00b at it.

I really don't like my face, but I'll get over it.
Monty keeps telling me otherwise, but I really lack self-esteem.

I hate it when people tell me I'm 'pretty'
It doesn't help ok? It just doesn't help.

Because of my current hype for Kuroshitsuji, I've started liking the artist 'Becca' who sings the ending theme.

Pretty cool that's she's American and already having her song in an anime. =D
Hopefully she'll be on Music Station so my mom and I can see her

/End Rant
I just needed some updating

Homecoming was absolutely terrible. From the music to the drama to the dancing. It was a waste of my money... TT3TT My hard earned money I only get once a week.

What is this 'grinding'?
It's disgusting... like having dry sex while standing!
Humans are no different than common animals... only animals have more dignity.

I've given up on man kind.

Somebody hitting somebody else and hitting on girl friends and girls in dresses that are way too short... it's naseating.
I should have stayed home and played Wind Waker...

Or done something a bit more productive, over all.

RISEEEEEETTTTOOO!

Code Geass R2 Episode 25: RE:
My mood keeps flip-flopping
( SPOILERS )

My ranting/blogging is never very long...

Wow, this picture is taking a while, but I can't wait to finish it.
It's been a few days, and I've only been able to shade his head. TTuTT;
But I say it's pretty ok since I haven't CGed in a while.

( Have a Thumbnail : D )

School has been horrid for the past few days, and I only have a few more weeks to redeem myself. Physics is really hard, and I've recruited help from one of my best friends - hopefully I'll escape with a B, or I won't be able to go to ACen next year.

Speaking of - Homecoming week starts next week. (My weeks start from Monday, not Sunday, so Sunday is still this week for me, chiz)
Many kids are going to rebel or start one from our lost Colour War Wednesday.

I'm actually rather intimidated - but I will still wear what I choose.
If somebody stops me, they will take it up with my parents.

I need to do my homework... but French at 12 in the morning isn't very appealing after a day of cutting cosplay wigs and playing Wind Waker for 2 hours straight.


I feel like eating a banana, but all of ours are green still.... D :
I'm still thirsty...

お休みなさい。

;3; I is sick - somehow... My head was hurting much more yesterday when I moved around, but I'm fine today. My mommy made me some hot lemon-honey tea and my throat feels much better. Hopefully I can go to school tomorrow; I haven't missed a day yet, so I have perfect attendence. I will drag myself to school if I have to.

I should be doing my French homework right now...

And I found something about about my new computer! It can extract zipped files! My old computer didn't have that, so it amuses me and makes life good. I don't have to go in and drag everything out now. I even got manga font!

I also finally organized my music and transfered them over all last night. *cough hack*
It took hours to figure out all the albums and artists.

ふぁ～、もうメンドクサイ。
日本語でニュース
私昨日から風邪です。頭はもう痛くないので、自由に動けます。
ママがハチミツとレモンのお茶を作ってくれて、のども平気です。n_n
明日、学校に行けるといいですね・・・一日もみすってません！

新しいパソコンの事が分かった！zipのファイルの開け方ができます！前のパソコンはそんなことできませんでした！楽しくって、簡単です！おかげでわざわざファイルの中から取り出す必要がない！やった～！
（英語版）の漫画テキストもあります！

で、やっと音楽を整理して、このパソコンに移しました。
・・・メンドイ、マジで。

[EDIT]
(Will not translate into Japanese)

So I got a terrible grade on my last Physics test, and it lowered my grade far more than I wanted, so I've made a committment to do all my homework once I come home before doing what I want. It's really annoying, but that's how I'll pass all my classes, hopefully.

In honour of that, I drew myself a picture (that I will CG)to remind myself --
( To Help me Keep Moving )

You know I love you KHR, but... I can't help but get a little bored with the Future Arc. There's too much fighting involving Tsuna and those... things. I'm curious to know as to what happened to Byakuran, Mukuro, Dokuro and what's to become of Sasagawa and Hibari and them?

While they're there, what's happening to Present day, I wonder?
I wonder how much longer this is going to be... I love Shonen manga like a fat boy loves cake, but the thing that probably turns me off is prolonged fights between two seperate parties while not knowing the other half of the story.

Just take out the chick with the 80s hair and go home, and take Spanner 'cause he's cool.
I mean, Bleach is having its '4-Score' fights at the moment, but they keep switching off, and there's humour here and there, so I'm having fun with it. I mean, Hisagi's finally getting some action and Yumichika finally showed off his Zanpakuto's true power.

Now I'm not completely depressed to the fact that Hisagi lost to him back in the beginning of the series. That's right, I still remember that. (Hisagi's my favourite, after all.) And Yumi took down that... creepy drag queen of an Arrancar. Reading a few of those chapters, I think I went blind, just a little bit.

In others --
There's Air Gear that's, a little indescribable to my tastes. It's not terrible and boring, but, more prolonged dialogue with little to no brawling. I love AG too, but come on... It's like chewing on cardboard, waiting for it to get soft before you digest it. You wait and wait and wait, and you're probably going to be disgusted. That's how it was for me and the Behemoth fight, but there were a few good quotes here and there that I got out of that. At least Akira wasn't some kind of random computer program that led to the Gram Scale Tournament.

I've been wanting to read Soul Eater as well, but would you recommend it? I read the first... 3 chapters I think, and it's strange, to say the least. If not, I'm going to try and play catch up with Tsubasa. (I'm only on the 3rd volume.. long way to go...) I'll just watch the DVDs like I have been. It has music and voices. Is the person who does Fai's voice the person who does Luppi's voice from Bleach and Shinobu from Junjou Terroist (in Romantica)?

Because, if I'm wrong... that person sounds SOO much alike to... I can't remember what his name is. But yes, I'll be a little disappointed.

I should stop procrastinationg and finish my bag. u__u; I broke 2 needles today. Can you believe it?! In one day, I broke two of them. They weren't on purpose though, of course. My (cruddy) bag just hates me, earnestly.

Dude, I can't believe it's almost been a month of school already.
I man, I started on the 12th, and already it's going to be September on Monday.

I can't believe how fast time passes.

I was actually just sewing too - >.> I have to get to my cosplay while I'm not lazy.

If I haven't said anything earlier, I'm going to be Richter Abend from ToS:R and Zero from Code Geass R2.

I kind of want to try Kurogane from Tsubasa too, since I was watching it this morning. xD; I'd be a very short Kuro-chan... Very, very short. Oh well, as long as a Fai doesn't poke fun at that.

Regarding school again, they cancelled our Colour War. I don't even know why... New Administration n' such. It's strange in a way that I don't really care...

&why is my LJ main page in Japanese...? Gah, new computer - it turns most majour sites into Japanese (LJ, Google, MSN) I don't even know why! u___U; It's a pain in the butt, ya' know?

Dude, I got Photoshop CS3 too! Thank you Daddy. =D

I should update here more often too.

[EDIT]

OH MY GOD
I can't believe it, well I can, but I can't. Like... whoa, I'm still kind of in shock.
R2 is almost done and like BAM, excitement. I won't spoil it for anybody 'cause I'd rather not destroy everybody's fun, but I won't get bricked now for having Suzaku as my favourite character. (Mao's up there too, but I'm not in the mood for him right now. Makes him sound like food.) I guess my theory, in turn, was wrong about what would happen, but I'm glad it's a happier ending then my vision. WAY happier. That's what I get for being a pessimist, ya' know?

Marianne is creepy... You never get to know her character until now, and it's intimidating up to a point that's kind of scary. Her voice bothers me so much too. Like it wasn't bad with Anya speaking, but still.. Bleh. God, that was a weird episode, so much information and things that supposedly were.

You know, my artist's block is officially gone. xD Thank you~ <3

So today, I went to the Oral Surgeon to see if I needed to get my wisdom teeth pulled. Well, I probably do, but not until this time next year.

Hallelujah

And thankfully, it won't ruin what my braces did for me even if they decide to grow in. Do you know how friggin' happy that made me?!

I'm just relieved, but I'm going to have to be put to sleep and fast before the procedure.
Eh, I was spared one year, so I suppose I'll celebrate for now.

Oh yeah, that's right :D Chalk drawing contest on Friday~! So instead of me doing 'Tsuru no Ongaeshi', I'm gonna do 'Tanabata' (w/ Orihime and the Cattle Herder)...

That sounds harder... =___=;;


xD So I was slacking in Government today... again, and I drew Euphie from Code Geass. Episode 22 to be exact. o__o If you haven't gotten that far, it's sad... to me, and I just like drawing her kinda psycho and maniacal.

Dunno why... No, wait, it is sad!!! What am I saying? But I think she and Suzaku are meant for each other. She has her 'Euphie Spin' and he has his 'Suzaku Kick'. Lawl, I'll stop ranting... but it's totally and completely logical.

( Lol - Psycho Euphie )

Orz -- I've been neglecting this poor place again. I'm such a bad person. TTATT

I'm gonna make a new layout n' stuff too I guess, of just find one 'cause I'm overly lazy.
Maybe I'll make a new account? o___o No, I can't do that...

Actually, I should be doing my homework right about now, yeah? But I'm being stupid, and it's due, like, tomorrow, and I only have one out of twelve questions finished. xD I'm totally screwed.

This is why government is so friggin' boring. Nobody wants to do it! o__O#

Geeeez.... Ok ok, fine, I'll do my homework. Stop naggin' me!

(&I'll go find a new layout until I can happily make a new one on the time that I'm not totally busy.)

So it looks like I'm gonna start a new, clean slate for now.
I'll try to update more often n' stuff and all that jazz, ya' know?

Like that diet I'm thinking of going on starting next Monday...

I also have a chalk drawing contest going on on the 4th of July, so if it turns out well, I'll post pictures. :D
Yah-ya'!

Ok... I seriously have to do homework now... Crud.

Well, this is my first entry ma-bob on here.
I've been here many times though, looking through icons, getting tutorials.

For that, I thank LJ.

Yet... I have no idea what to do here... so... I guess I'll just go bother someone/something.
I don't know myself anymore.

I think I'll make icons or something to show off. My friend, Rein, already used a few... as I was told.
She probably stole took a few from me while I wasn't looking too.
I'll live.

Well, until later?
Ciao.